Getting Started

It all began 3 years ago! Wow, has it really been that long? I decided I wanted to sell jewelry. I thought to myself, I'll start out making a few pieces on my own. Well, I got a few people interested, and before I knew it I was having my own jewelry parties (well I only had 3)! But, after 2 kids, things got really hectic, and I had to put that dream away. Literaly, I put it in a box and it's under my bed right now! I felt a little saddened, and every now-and-then, I would get it out and look at it, thinking about starting again, but I just didn't have it anymore.
So, my good friend Traci (see me name dropping, heehee), sent me her catalog of jewelry that she gotten into! Once again the spark was lit! So, here I am planning my first show! I'm so nervous and excited at the same time. What if noone shows up? What if everyone shows up? Do I know my stuff? Will it be a complete flop? Do I have what it takes to stick with it even things don't start out as I plan? I could go on with the list of worries!
I'm doing it though, I'm going out on that limb and if I fall, I'm gonna fall hard, but I'm never gonna know unless I do it!

lots to say

It's been awhile, again! My blogging is very off and on again. So, where do I begin? I start with recently and move on from there!

First, I"m so tired of being betrayed, stabbed in the back, and lied to! I'm a very emotional person, even though I really try to hide it. But when it comes to relationships (all kinds), I put my heart and everything into them. so when someone says the smallest thing or does the smallest thing to betray that it is like ripping my heart out. Really what I want to do is go that person and say, "How dare you!" and few other explatives; put them in their place. I've been stepped on my whole life, and I don't want to keep doing the right thing anymore. I've been doing the right thing, and all it has gotten me is more heartache.

Now that that is out of the way, I need to go fix supper my girls! Oh the wonderful life of parenthood!