lots to say

It's been awhile, again! My blogging is very off and on again. So, where do I begin? I start with recently and move on from there!

First, I"m so tired of being betrayed, stabbed in the back, and lied to! I'm a very emotional person, even though I really try to hide it. But when it comes to relationships (all kinds), I put my heart and everything into them. so when someone says the smallest thing or does the smallest thing to betray that it is like ripping my heart out. Really what I want to do is go that person and say, "How dare you!" and few other explatives; put them in their place. I've been stepped on my whole life, and I don't want to keep doing the right thing anymore. I've been doing the right thing, and all it has gotten me is more heartache.

Now that that is out of the way, I need to go fix supper my girls! Oh the wonderful life of parenthood!